I need a shoulder.. to cry on

all this time I was hiding it. i was running and lying to my self :')'

I just want to cry
and have you think of . of being hated and avoided by the person
your heart truly dears?
He's so important to me but for him I'm just a piece of dust.


-a woman sheds her tears not because she wants to look weak, but because she cant hold pretending to be strong :'(

I'm always running , pretending to be strong , faking a smile
I just want to tell both of you , father , a*** ,
IT HURTS