I need a shoulder.. to cry on

all this time I was hiding it. i was running and lying to my self :')'

I just want to cry
and have you think of . of being hated and avoided by the person
your heart truly dears?
He's so important to me but for him I'm just a piece of dust.


-a woman sheds her tears not because she wants to look weak, but because she cant hold pretending to be strong :'(

I'm always running , pretending to be strong , faking a smile
I just want to tell both of you , father , a*** ,
IT HURTS

a dream come true :))

all this time I wanted to play DRUMS
akward is it? hehe XD
but really
I like it because
yaaah . just like
XDD
but in the song simple plan - perfect I really fell in love with a drum ! :)

AND NOW I CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY ! :)
o7.o5.2o1o :)
my first drum lesson XD

Graduates :)

congratulations for my brother for graduating :'D
ILYSM !
also :
*Cheryl Pidono
*Andre Bundharsjah
*Pamela Vashika
*Ricco Lesmana

and others :)

may your path is bright for the future :)
thanks to you all for guiding me always and always
helping me
making me laughh :))
thanks friends . :)

God.

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
so MY reason to live was to love Him like He loved me :)
what's YOURS ?

Lyrics : We were The reason

too many thoughts

my mom says he left because of A
but my pa says he left her because of B
I dont know wich side is right or wrong anymore
MY MOTHER IS NOT A WRECK !
Yes , I am disappointed in you !!
I love my mom
so I'll stand on her side and wont say anything
I Love you pa , but I love mama more :)
sorry :')
THEY'VE GIVEN ME TOO MANY THOUGHTS
I don't want to grow up !
I WISH TO BE A KID

FOREVER !!! TT_________TT

the first time I was told :)

when I was sad and frowning at german class
someone (my daddy : pangraksa alam (NOT REAL DADDY)
told me this
"lu udah jelek tambah jelek aja kalo cemberut ! senyum dikit kek ! lu tuh lebih bagus kalo senyum ! "
and I was moved ,
XD
I was happy that someone actually like my smile
and happy someone told me to keep smiling !
FIGHT CHA ^o^

by my brother *lg terobsesi sparta -.-

where are you

aaa dimana sihh >.<
udah lama ga OL km kangennnnnn :(

UDAH BUAT PERSIAPAN KADO ULTAH ! hohoh XD

lollipop : 30 rb
Celengan mangkok : 70rb
Baju : 130 rb
Box : 65 rb
Pin : 6 rb *purchased :D
rubriks : 70 rb
*kalo bisa : jaket giordano *entah hargany O__O
FOR MY SELF : gelang giordano , should I buy for him too? :P

cry

what are my reasons to cry ?
why am I so weak ??
I KNOW I'LL NEVER LOVE THIS WAY AGAIN
it hurts so much
to know the person you love , hates you
because a little mistake ..
I always say sorry
for a thousands times , but
you never say its okay
not a singgle word came from you mouth that made me happy
i miss you warm smile
and your voice calling me
i miss your warmth
:'(
I'd wish somehow you'd forgive me , I oray everyday to God
to protect you and make you happy
but
I want me to be happy too,,
I want to say I'm sorry..
is it too late ?? :'(

Dalai Lama Personality Test

1-st question. Priorities in your life:

1: LOVE
2: FAMILY
3: CAREER
4: MONEY
5: PRIDE


2-nd question:

cute implies your own personality.
independent implies personality of your partner.
small implies the personality of your enemies
sweet- It is how you interpret sex.
lovely implies your own life.


3-rd question:

andre - Someone you will never forget.
nia - Someone you consider your true friend.
mami fina - Someone that you really love.
maria - Your twin soul.
axel g. - Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life.

You have to send this test to as many persons as your favorite number (7) and your wish will come true on the day that you recorded (tuesday).

http://www.wordofmouthexperiment.com/dedpyhto/tests/tibetian/index.htm